Sadness in the night

In the night I feel the cold of my loneliness
Cold that embraces my heart
Draining my strength to fight
Only to breathe this suffering

Tell me why?
Why must I bear this cross
So heavy for my soul?
Please hold me in your love

I am the keeper of his heart
I was sent to take care of his sweetness
Never I´ll forget his love
Never I´ll forget the light
That shone in his eyes

Let me fly, let me be free
To stay with him beyond this life
Run across the sky
Let me see the sun again

Let me die
Give me the light
I´m waiting for death to knock on my door to release my pain
My sadness in the night

Let me die
Give me the light
I´m waiting for death to knock on my door, to release my pain
My sadness in the night, forevermore

Every day I dream of sunlight in my dark room
I want to find a reason why
Justify my reason to stay alive
Within this pain

Tell me why?
Why must I bear this cross
So heavy for my soul?
Please hold me in your love

Let me die
Give me the light
I´m waiting for death to knock on my door, to release my pain
My sadness in the night

Let me die
Give me the light
I´m waiting for death to knock on my door, to release my pain
My sadness in the night

Let me die
Give me the light
I´m waiting for death to knock on my door, to release my pain
My sadness in the night....

Ich dachte

Ich dachte,
Du seist für mich jene Wüste,
In der ich mich finden könnte.

Ich dachte,
Du seist jene hohe Platane
In meinem Leben,
Die der Sturm
Nicht beugen
Noch bezwingen kann.

Ich dachte,
Du seist ein aufgehender Stern,
Dem der wütende Himmel
Nicht die Lippen verschließt,
Der furchtlos weiterstrahlt,
Bis auch der Himmel
Durch deine Freude und dein Lachen
Seine Lippen öffnet.

Aber, aber- du warst nicht so.
Du warst ein Schleier.
Du kamst
Vor meine Augen
Und verhülltest meinen Himmel.

Bis jetzt
Bist du für mich
Und für dich selbst
Finsternis.

This Is My Dream

I'll never find another way to be
And like an actor I do
The best I can

This is my dream

Believe in yourself
In all the things you do

This is my dream

Believe in yourself and all your dreams come true
You want it

You'll never find another way to be
You'll never change the way to live your life

I cannot write all my confessions
But alone with myself
I can't remind my past

This is my dream

Believe in yourself I know this time you could

This is my dream

Believe in yourself but

Never be so sure
You want it

You'll never find another way to be
You'll never change the way to live your life

Gespräch zwischen Zündholz und Kerze

Es kam der Tag, da sagte das Zündholz zur Kerze: "Ich habe den Auftrag, dich anzuzünden."

"Oh nein", erschrak die Kerze, "nur das nicht. Wenn ich brenne, sind meine Tage gezählt. Niemand mehr wird meine Schönheit bewundern."

Das Zündholz fragte: "Aber willst du denn ein Leben lang kalt und hart bleiben, ohne zuvor gelebt zu haben?"

"Aber brennen tut doch weh und zehrt an meinen Kräften", flüstert die Kerze unsicher und voller Angst.

"Es ist wahr", entgegnete das Zündholz. "Aber das ist doch das Geheimnis unserer Berufung: Wir sind berufen, Licht zu sein. Was ich tun kann, ist wenig. Zünde ich dich nicht an, so verpasse ich den Sinn meines Lebens. Ich bin dafür da, Feuer zu entfachen. Du bist eine Kerze. Du sollst für andere leuchten und Wärme schenken. Alles, was du an Schmerz und Leid und Kraft hingibst, wird verwandelt in Licht. Du gehst nicht verloren, wenn du dich verzehrst. Andere werden dein Feuer weitertragen. Nur wenn du dich versagst, wirst du sterben."

Da spitzte die Kerze ihren Docht und sprach voller Erwartung: "Ich bitte dich, zünde mich an.

Falling

Stained, looking at my hands
I talk with these lines
It's not the answer
I'm crying and I now I know
Looking the sky
I search for an answer
So free, free to be
I'm not another liar
I just want to be myself...myself

And now the beat inside of me
Is a sort of a cold breeze and I've
Never any feeling inside
Ruining me...
I Bring my body
Carry it into another world
I know I live...but like a stone I'm falling down

Damned, looking into the sky
I can feel this rain
Right now it's falling on me
Fly, I just want to fly
Life is all mine
Some days I cry alone,
But I know I'm not the only one
I see that another day is gone
I don't want to die...
Please be here when I arrive, don't die...please

To Myself I Turned

I was born in another world
strictly connected to a piece of my mind
nothing more than a little land
it is a small cradle where I'm a kid
I am the princess in there,
nothing wrong in my fantasy world

I am the king, the nation,
no dictators or religions
no laws laid down for me
I have my own liberty inside of me
nothing to lose, I want to live here

As you see I'm the only survivor in this land

When did I hear this wind before
change like this to a deeper roar?
I'm starting to bleed another way
I just need some time to complete myself

these spotlights are here again
I can't see anything, I'm blind
this nature of time and space
makes me sick of the situation

I couldn't know if I...
if I will be strong enough for this
I have to choose, do I want to live here?

Heaven's A Lie

Oh no,
here it is again
I need to know
when I will fall in decay

Something wrong
with every plan of my life
I didn't really notice that you've been here

Dolefully desired
Destiny of a lie

Set me free
your heaven's lie
set me free with you love
set me free

Oh no,
here it is again
I need to know
why did I choose to betray you

Something wrong
with all the plans of my life
I didn't realize that you've been here

Dolefully desired
Destiny of a lie

Set me free
your heaven's lie
set me free with you love
set me free

Set me free your heaven's lie
set me free with you love
set me free